Lost in the world of life.

i am so tired of being who i am.. ! i am very tired! After so many hurdles i have gone thru all my life, yet i am still here stuck in between my dreams and reality. Stuck between the things that should be and should not be. Glued to negative things..negative air. I feel very lost in this life of mine. LOST!

so lost that i dont know what am i doing anymore. FEDup! Do u know its like i am always getting into troubles that i did not even wanted it to happen.. Shit happens. But i just try to get myself out of the box. But everytime i get my self from one box.. i 'll end up into another bigger box. seems endless. Why is life so HARD!, and we barely see the soft side of life??